rBree2 Blog | All Too Human

Brianna Lewis

Dec 17, 20233 min read

I don't have much time to blog today, but...

...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 16, 20233 min read

Today's my four-month anniversary with my fiance.

Let's celebrate by giving a brief timeline. My fiance and I have known each other in passing for about three years, but we really began...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 15, 20232 min read

Every day I wake up...

...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 15, 20231 min read

I only know how to make mistakes.

I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 14, 20231 min read

I'm a terrible human being.

I suck. I don't deserve to exist. I will die lonely and alone. I only cause harm. I don't do any good. All I do is spread pain. I...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 12, 20233 min read

Well on the bright side...

...I've gotten back into the groove of blogging with the time-tested true tradition on this blog: Writer's block! Or lack of time. Or...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 11, 20233 min read

I thought about it overnight.

And thinking about it, I think I'm going to go through with the deletion of the harmful blogs. Since I don't have the time to do that...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 10, 20236 min read

The pain is getting to me tonight.

I know, I know. I've no right to talk about my pain. My pain means nothing. I'm not the one who has the right to be hurt right now. I'm...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 10, 20233 min read

There's a song on my mind a lot the last week or so.

And that's the Johnny Cash cover of "Hurt". Because surprise surprise, that's what I do to others, despite my intentions of the opposite....

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 10, 20232 min read

Morning well-wishes

To all who end up reading this, I just want you all to know, I love you. It might be to varying degrees. But it's true regardless. As...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 9, 20233 min read

I figured out something;

I know why months of preparation wasn't enough for the fear I face every day. Months ago, I messed up badly--in a very hurtful way,...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 8, 20237 min read

The path of empathy;

I feel like I should try my best to explain what I mean when I say I've set out on the path of empathy, because words are hard and most...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 8, 20237 min read

"I don't know what to think about Bree"

If that or anything similar is a thought you have, I'll let you in on a secret: We don't know what to think about ourselves, either. Are...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 8, 20233 min read

An entry from kat;

Hi! I just wanted u all to know ur amazing and incredible and wonderful and, yes, beautiful. u are loved and appreciated and adored, more...

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I probably won't get to say all I want to tonight.

Brianna Lewis

Dec 7, 20236 min read

I probably won't get to say all I want to tonight.

Three months of a hiatus has been longer than I've ever been gone before--I legit thought I might never blog again, just due to the lack...

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Brianna Lewis

Sep 3, 20231 min read

I gotta go to bed now.

I have a partner who is inviting me to sleep. It's virtual, but I have a very good imagination and apparently, so do they, so when they...

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Brianna Lewis

Sep 2, 20231 min read

(Deleted Blog 5)

This blog has been deleted as of 12/11/2023. Normally, I would never delete anything, least of all a whole blog entry. But given the...

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Brianna Lewis

Aug 26, 20232 min read

I figured I should talk more about life changes.

For a start, I mentioned I have a partner a couple blogs ago; I didn't mention how much their presence in my life has changed mine. I'm...

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Brianna Lewis

Aug 25, 20231 min read

(Possible deleted blog 4)

This blog has been deleted as of 12/11/2023. Normally, I would never delete anything, least of all a whole blog entry. But given the...

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Brianna Lewis

Aug 16, 20231 min read

Today's a good day to return to blogging.

The day where I confess my love of my friend to them, and officially started a relationship with them, despite all difficulties.

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