...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...

And it seems so far, sad as it may be, my wishes are indeed impossible. The gifts my family got me weren't bad. In fact, a lot of them...

I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...

Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...

Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...

Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...

The non-app web browser for weebly is terrible, and there’s none for wix, but I still want to try and air this thought out. This may or...

It'd probably have been better if I hadn't, considering the nature of the thoughts. I just feel so pathetic. I have only one reason to...

Today has scrambled my brain. Last night neither myself or my fiance could sleep; we both got bad insomnia which messed us up. I couldn't...

...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...

Let's celebrate by giving a brief timeline. My fiance and I have known each other in passing for about three years, but we really began...

...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...

I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...

I suck. I don't deserve to exist. I will die lonely and alone. I only cause harm. I don't do any good. All I do is spread pain. I...

...I've gotten back into the groove of blogging with the time-tested true tradition on this blog: Writer's block! Or lack of time. Or...

And thinking about it, I think I'm going to go through with the deletion of the harmful blogs. Since I don't have the time to do that...

I know, I know. I've no right to talk about my pain. My pain means nothing. I'm not the one who has the right to be hurt right now. I'm...

And that's the Johnny Cash cover of "Hurt". Because surprise surprise, that's what I do to others, despite my intentions of the opposite....

To all who end up reading this, I just want you all to know, I love you. It might be to varying degrees. But it's true regardless. As...

I know why months of preparation wasn't enough for the fear I face every day. Months ago, I messed up badly--in a very hurtful way,...