I'm too tired and exhausted again. I don't know why, honestly. I should be getting enough food, and I didn't do much, but I feel extra...

To some extent, yeah, distractions from mental spiraling, but actually, by and large, the two were actually separated from each other! I...

I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...

...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...

I keep on wanting to make a perfect blog entry to return to blogging rather than just doing blogging with is plenty good on its own. A...

Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...

...but I do know where I want to focus. I want to stop stressing about finances and success. I know I can succeed. As long as I am doing...

I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...

...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...

A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.

No, I don’t mean "witch with a capital B". No, I don’t mean evil, decrepit, or a hag. No green skin, melting with water, or even...

...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...

The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...

...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...

Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...

Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...

The non-app web browser for weebly is terrible, and there’s none for wix, but I still want to try and air this thought out. This may or...

It'd probably have been better if I hadn't, considering the nature of the thoughts. I just feel so pathetic. I have only one reason to...

...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...

I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...