Brianna Lewis
Well, today's been productive!
To some extent, yeah, distractions from mental spiraling, but actually, by and large, the two were actually separated from each other! I...
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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
Jun 94 min
I have a problem...
I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...
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Brianna Lewis
May 410 min
I have a lot of thoughts...
...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...
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Brianna Lewis
Apr 155 min
Perfection is the enemy of good.
I keep on wanting to make a perfect blog entry to return to blogging rather than just doing blogging with is plenty good on its own. A...
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Brianna Lewis
Mar 1614 min
I'm very selfish.
Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...
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Brianna Lewis
Mar 101 min
I know I don't have much to say rn...
...but I do know where I want to focus. I want to stop stressing about finances and success. I know I can succeed. As long as I am doing...
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Brianna Lewis
Mar 52 min
Probably not going to do a real blog for a bit.
I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 30, 20233 min
Every step I take...
...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 29, 202311 min
Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 28, 20231 min
Oh, to be engaged to a witch...
No, I don’t mean "witch with a capital B". No, I don’t mean evil, decrepit, or a hag. No green skin, melting with water, or even...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 27, 20232 min
So I wrote this yesterday...
...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min
Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min
The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20231 min
A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20232 min
A maybe less secret blog
Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 19, 20234 min
Let’s try a mobile blog.
The non-app web browser for weebly is terrible, and there’s none for wix, but I still want to try and air this thought out. This may or...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 18, 20232 min
Nevermind, I do have thoughts.
It'd probably have been better if I hadn't, considering the nature of the thoughts. I just feel so pathetic. I have only one reason to...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20232 min
Every day I wake up...
...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20231 min
I only know how to make mistakes.
I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 14, 20231 min
I'm a terrible human being.
I suck. I don't deserve to exist. I will die lonely and alone. I only cause harm. I don't do any good. All I do is spread pain. I...
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