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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
6 days ago4 min read
I still can't make a real blog apparently.
I'm too tired and exhausted again. I don't know why, honestly. I should be getting enough food, and I didn't do much, but I feel extra...
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Brianna Lewis
Oct 124 min read
A bit all over the place today.
There's a lot that I've wanted to blog about, but I've never found the time to talk about it. I think that the top topic that I want to...
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Brianna Lewis
Sep 265 min read
Things were going so well...
...But I can't catch a break in life it seems. kels and I were on the upswing. I was being left busy, but not entirely burnt out. I was...
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Brianna Lewis
Sep 619 min read
I wanted to do another blog explaining my decision;
Namely, it's the decision to move on rather than to go public with the events of last year and the followthrough into this year. And...
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Brianna Lewis
Aug 261 min read
dunno how to describe rn
I don't want to sleep atm. I don't feel like going deep in all in cuddling rn. (Burying my face in my wife.) I don't want to do anything...
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Brianna Lewis
Aug 24 min read
Today's one of those difficult days.
A blog explaining my current depression, how it's better than my prior depression, and my positivity remaining high like never before.
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Brianna Lewis
Jun 283 min read
Today is definitely going to be worse.
The sadness is strong. The despair is there. The grief is there. The regret is there. The dread is there. And the loss. I'm free of a lot...
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Brianna Lewis
Jun 94 min read
I have a problem...
I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...
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Brianna Lewis
May 191 min read
My mental health has an unhealthy tie to productivity.
The more productive I am, the more healthy I am mentally. The less productive I am, the worse I am mentally. And it is a spiral. Bad...
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Brianna Lewis
May 111 min read
I'm only doing okay.
I'm not doing terribly, but I'm not doing great, either. I'm only doing okay. I broke my blog streak. I'm not making much progress in...
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Brianna Lewis
May 62 min read
Basically nothing went right today.
A blog about all the things going wrong, from being in debt with being unable to afford basic things and all the issues.
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Brianna Lewis
May 53 min read
Depression is truly terrible.
A blog about depression, where I show off my art and what I have done while describing why depression makes it feel not enough.
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Brianna Lewis
May 410 min read
I have a lot of thoughts...
...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...
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Brianna Lewis
Mar 101 min read
I know I don't have much to say rn...
...but I do know where I want to focus. I want to stop stressing about finances and success. I know I can succeed. As long as I am doing...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 30, 20232 min read
I just wanted to also say;
A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 29, 202311 min read
Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 27, 20232 min read
So I wrote this yesterday...
...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min read
Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min read
The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 25, 20232 min read
Well, it's Christmas.
And it seems so far, sad as it may be, my wishes are indeed impossible. The gifts my family got me weren't bad. In fact, a lot of them...
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