Brianna Lewis
I wanted to do another blog explaining my decision;
Namely, it's the decision to move on rather than to go public with the events of last year and the followthrough into this year. And...
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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
- Aug 26
- 1 min
dunno how to describe rn
I don't want to sleep atm. I don't feel like going deep in all in cuddling rn. (Burying my face in my wife.) I don't want to do anything...
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Brianna Lewis
- Aug 2
- 4 min
Today's one of those difficult days.
A blog explaining my current depression, how it's better than my prior depression, and my positivity remaining high like never before.
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Brianna Lewis
- Jun 28
- 3 min
Today is definitely going to be worse.
The sadness is strong. The despair is there. The grief is there. The regret is there. The dread is there. And the loss. I'm free of a lot...
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Brianna Lewis
- Jun 9
- 4 min
I have a problem...
I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 19
- 1 min
My mental health has an unhealthy tie to productivity.
The more productive I am, the more healthy I am mentally. The less productive I am, the worse I am mentally. And it is a spiral. Bad...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 11
- 1 min
I'm only doing okay.
I'm not doing terribly, but I'm not doing great, either. I'm only doing okay. I broke my blog streak. I'm not making much progress in...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 6
- 2 min
Basically nothing went right today.
A blog about all the things going wrong, from being in debt with being unable to afford basic things and all the issues.
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Brianna Lewis
- May 5
- 3 min
Depression is truly terrible.
A blog about depression, where I show off my art and what I have done while describing why depression makes it feel not enough.
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Brianna Lewis
- May 4
- 10 min
I have a lot of thoughts...
...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 10
- 1 min
I know I don't have much to say rn...
...but I do know where I want to focus. I want to stop stressing about finances and success. I know I can succeed. As long as I am doing...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 30, 2023
- 2 min
I just wanted to also say;
A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 29, 2023
- 11 min
Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 27, 2023
- 2 min
So I wrote this yesterday...
...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 26, 2023
- 2 min
Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 26, 2023
- 2 min
The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 25, 2023
- 2 min
Well, it's Christmas.
And it seems so far, sad as it may be, my wishes are indeed impossible. The gifts my family got me weren't bad. In fact, a lot of them...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 24, 2023
- 2 min
Okay, sitrep of today;
I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 23, 2023
- 1 min
A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 20, 2023
- 2 min
Okay, so it kinda works!
Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...
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