and also extra drunk rn. like, extra extra drunk. can't spell, can't speak. i'm tired plus drunk. tiredposting affects my ability to be...

I've been tired, exhausted, and overwhelmed, mostly, and been trying to get back into writing blogs similarly to how I've been trying to...

...but that's okay. I got a callout from my tarot reading, and also a very extensive reading from a different practitioner. From the...

...but I guess I still want to try. I had an inservice for work today, which ate up a lot of the day, but otherwise it's been mostly...

Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...

I have a lot of thoughts I want to write about, but when it comes time to write them, I don't really know what to write. I have...

I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...

A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.

...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...

A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.

The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...

...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...

I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...

Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...

Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...

Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...

Today has scrambled my brain. Last night neither myself or my fiance could sleep; we both got bad insomnia which messed us up. I couldn't...

...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...

Let's celebrate by giving a brief timeline. My fiance and I have known each other in passing for about three years, but we really began...

I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...