Brianna Lewis
Probably not going to do a real blog for a bit.
I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...
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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
Dec 30, 20233 min
Every step I take...
...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 29, 202311 min
Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min
Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min
The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 24, 20232 min
Okay, sitrep of today;
I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20231 min
A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20232 min
A maybe less secret blog
Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 20, 20232 min
Okay, so it kinda works!
Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 18, 20231 min
I...don't really have thoughts.
Today has scrambled my brain. Last night neither myself or my fiance could sleep; we both got bad insomnia which messed us up. I couldn't...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 17, 20233 min
I don't have much time to blog today, but...
...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 16, 20233 min
Today's my four-month anniversary with my fiance.
Let's celebrate by giving a brief timeline. My fiance and I have known each other in passing for about three years, but we really began...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20231 min
I only know how to make mistakes.
I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 12, 20233 min
Well on the bright side...
...I've gotten back into the groove of blogging with the time-tested true tradition on this blog: Writer's block! Or lack of time. Or...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 10, 20236 min
The pain is getting to me tonight.
I know, I know. I've no right to talk about my pain. My pain means nothing. I'm not the one who has the right to be hurt right now. I'm...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 9, 20233 min
I figured out something;
I know why months of preparation wasn't enough for the fear I face every day. Months ago, I messed up badly--in a very hurtful way,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 8, 20237 min
The path of empathy;
I feel like I should try my best to explain what I mean when I say I've set out on the path of empathy, because words are hard and most...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 8, 20237 min
"I don't know what to think about Bree"
If that or anything similar is a thought you have, I'll let you in on a secret: We don't know what to think about ourselves, either. Are...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 7, 20236 min
I probably won't get to say all I want to tonight.
Three months of a hiatus has been longer than I've ever been gone before--I legit thought I might never blog again, just due to the lack...
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Brianna Lewis
Sep 2, 20231 min
(Deleted Blog 5)
This blog has been deleted as of 12/11/2023. Normally, I would never delete anything, least of all a whole blog entry. But given the...
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