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I don't really have much to share today...
...but I guess I still want to try. I had an inservice for work today, which ate up a lot of the day, but otherwise it's been mostly...
Brianna Lewis
Mar 23, 20242 min read
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I'm very selfish.
Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...
Brianna Lewis
Mar 16, 202414 min read
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I'm not quite sure what to write rn.
I have a lot of thoughts I want to write about, but when it comes time to write them, I don't really know what to write. I have...
Brianna Lewis
Mar 12, 20245 min read
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I know I don't have much to say rn...
...but I do know where I want to focus. I want to stop stressing about finances and success. I know I can succeed. As long as I am doing...
Brianna Lewis
Mar 10, 20241 min read
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Probably not going to do a real blog for a bit.
I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...
Brianna Lewis
Mar 5, 20242 min read
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Every step I take...
...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 30, 20233 min read
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Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
Brianna Lewis
Dec 29, 202311 min read
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Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min read
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The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 26, 20232 min read
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Okay, sitrep of today;
I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 24, 20232 min read
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A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20231 min read
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A maybe less secret blog
Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20232 min read
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Okay, so it kinda works!
Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 20, 20232 min read
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I...don't really have thoughts.
Today has scrambled my brain. Last night neither myself or my fiance could sleep; we both got bad insomnia which messed us up. I couldn't...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 18, 20231 min read
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I don't have much time to blog today, but...
...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 17, 20233 min read
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Today's my four-month anniversary with my fiance.
Let's celebrate by giving a brief timeline. My fiance and I have known each other in passing for about three years, but we really began...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 16, 20233 min read
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I only know how to make mistakes.
I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20231 min read
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Well on the bright side...
...I've gotten back into the groove of blogging with the time-tested true tradition on this blog: Writer's block! Or lack of time. Or...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 12, 20233 min read
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The pain is getting to me tonight.
I know, I know. I've no right to talk about my pain. My pain means nothing. I'm not the one who has the right to be hurt right now. I'm...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 10, 20236 min read
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I figured out something;
I know why months of preparation wasn't enough for the fear I face every day. Months ago, I messed up badly--in a very hurtful way,...
Brianna Lewis
Dec 9, 20233 min read
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