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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20231 min read
A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 23, 20232 min read
A maybe less secret blog
Well, if I can find the time tomorrow to start publishing these blogs, at least. I more or less got told, "think positively, to manifest...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 20, 20232 min read
Okay, so it kinda works!
Mobile blogs are garbo, but still are viable. So let me use this one to comment on the last. I am doing better today. I promise. I know,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 19, 20234 min read
Let’s try a mobile blog.
The non-app web browser for weebly is terrible, and there’s none for wix, but I still want to try and air this thought out. This may or...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 18, 20232 min read
Nevermind, I do have thoughts.
It'd probably have been better if I hadn't, considering the nature of the thoughts. I just feel so pathetic. I have only one reason to...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 17, 20233 min read
I don't have much time to blog today, but...
...When I can, I want to squeeze an entry in, no matter how humble it may be. Timing-wise, that probably means I won't be hitting hard on...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20232 min read
Every day I wake up...
...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 15, 20231 min read
I only know how to make mistakes.
I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 14, 20231 min read
I'm a terrible human being.
I suck. I don't deserve to exist. I will die lonely and alone. I only cause harm. I don't do any good. All I do is spread pain. I...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 12, 20233 min read
Well on the bright side...
...I've gotten back into the groove of blogging with the time-tested true tradition on this blog: Writer's block! Or lack of time. Or...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 11, 20233 min read
I thought about it overnight.
And thinking about it, I think I'm going to go through with the deletion of the harmful blogs. Since I don't have the time to do that...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 10, 20236 min read
The pain is getting to me tonight.
I know, I know. I've no right to talk about my pain. My pain means nothing. I'm not the one who has the right to be hurt right now. I'm...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 10, 20233 min read
There's a song on my mind a lot the last week or so.
And that's the Johnny Cash cover of "Hurt". Because surprise surprise, that's what I do to others, despite my intentions of the opposite....
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 10, 20232 min read
Morning well-wishes
To all who end up reading this, I just want you all to know, I love you. It might be to varying degrees. But it's true regardless. As...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 9, 20233 min read
I figured out something;
I know why months of preparation wasn't enough for the fear I face every day. Months ago, I messed up badly--in a very hurtful way,...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 8, 20237 min read
The path of empathy;
I feel like I should try my best to explain what I mean when I say I've set out on the path of empathy, because words are hard and most...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 8, 20237 min read
"I don't know what to think about Bree"
If that or anything similar is a thought you have, I'll let you in on a secret: We don't know what to think about ourselves, either. Are...
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Brianna Lewis
Dec 7, 20236 min read
I probably won't get to say all I want to tonight.
Three months of a hiatus has been longer than I've ever been gone before--I legit thought I might never blog again, just due to the lack...
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