Brianna Lewis
Today is definitely going to be worse.
The sadness is strong. The despair is there. The grief is there. The regret is there. The dread is there. And the loss. I'm free of a lot...
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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
- Jun 27
- 7 min
I'm free.
That might seem like an unusual title for a blog if you know the full circumstances behind what happened today, but it will make sense. I...
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Brianna Lewis
- Jun 10
- 3 min
Well, today's been productive!
To some extent, yeah, distractions from mental spiraling, but actually, by and large, the two were actually separated from each other! I...
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Brianna Lewis
- Jun 9
- 4 min
I have a problem...
I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 4
- 10 min
I have a lot of thoughts...
...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 25
- 3 min
Today has been a good day.
I was very productive in plurality stuff, story stuff, streaming, and in spirituality stuff. I do have to make sure my fiance is okay...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 24
- 2 min
Time slipped away today...
...but that's okay. I got a callout from my tarot reading, and also a very extensive reading from a different practitioner. From the...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 21
- 9 min
Not what I originally was to write, but...
...on the actual day, today, what I was originally going to was Not The Vibe. All of today, I was reflecting, and for the last few days...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 16
- 14 min
I'm very selfish.
Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 12
- 5 min
I'm not quite sure what to write rn.
I have a lot of thoughts I want to write about, but when it comes time to write them, I don't really know what to write. I have...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 5
- 2 min
Probably not going to do a real blog for a bit.
I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 30, 2023
- 2 min
I just wanted to also say;
A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 30, 2023
- 3 min
Every step I take...
...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 29, 2023
- 11 min
Some random ramblings;
A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 27, 2023
- 2 min
So I wrote this yesterday...
...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 26, 2023
- 2 min
Good/Bad News!
The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 26, 2023
- 2 min
The new year approaches...
...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 25, 2023
- 2 min
Well, it's Christmas.
And it seems so far, sad as it may be, my wishes are indeed impossible. The gifts my family got me weren't bad. In fact, a lot of them...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 24, 2023
- 2 min
Okay, sitrep of today;
I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 23, 2023
- 1 min
A semisecret blog
Sorry, I just... ...have been in a low spot. I've been depressed. I've been feeling lonely. I've been feeling like I've wasted my time...
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