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Brianna Lewis

Sep 1713 min read

Now seems an apt day to do the followthrough blog.

A blog talking more about what I lived through and motives for what I did/didn't do.

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Brianna Lewis

Jun 283 min read

Today is definitely going to be worse.

The sadness is strong. The despair is there. The grief is there. The regret is there. The dread is there. And the loss. I'm free of a lot...

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Brianna Lewis

Jun 267 min read

I'm free.

That might seem like an unusual title for a blog if you know the full circumstances behind what happened today, but it will make sense. I...

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Brianna Lewis

Jun 103 min read

Well, today's been productive!

To some extent, yeah, distractions from mental spiraling, but actually, by and large, the two were actually separated from each other! I...

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Brianna Lewis

Jun 94 min read

I have a problem...

I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...

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Brianna Lewis

May 410 min read

I have a lot of thoughts...

...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 253 min read

Today has been a good day.

I was very productive in plurality stuff, story stuff, streaming, and in spirituality stuff. I do have to make sure my fiance is okay...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 242 min read

Time slipped away today...

...but that's okay. I got a callout from my tarot reading, and also a very extensive reading from a different practitioner. From the...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 219 min read

Not what I originally was to write, but...

...on the actual day, today, what I was originally going to was Not The Vibe. All of today, I was reflecting, and for the last few days...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 1614 min read

I'm very selfish.

Today is the seven-month anniversary of me dating my fiance. And yet, today, I am opening up the day by writing what, if I actually cover...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 125 min read

I'm not quite sure what to write rn.

I have a lot of thoughts I want to write about, but when it comes time to write them, I don't really know what to write. I have...

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Brianna Lewis

Mar 52 min read

Probably not going to do a real blog for a bit.

I want to make a real blog in the 20th - 23rd range (you'll see why), so you can look forward to that, but largely, I'm too busy/tired to...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 30, 20232 min read

I just wanted to also say;

A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 30, 20233 min read

Every step I take...

...I just have all these doubts about what I am doing. But, I want to do the best I can. I want to respect the space of those hurt,...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 29, 202311 min read

Some random ramblings;

A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 27, 20232 min read

So I wrote this yesterday...

...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 26, 20232 min read

Good/Bad News!

The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 26, 20232 min read

The new year approaches...

...and I am honestly not ready. There’s so much to do. We've got various legal things to do. We need to get my fiancé set up on local...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 25, 20232 min read

Well, it's Christmas.

And it seems so far, sad as it may be, my wishes are indeed impossible. The gifts my family got me weren't bad. In fact, a lot of them...

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Brianna Lewis

Dec 24, 20232 min read

Okay, sitrep of today;

I'm still not posting to my mirror or properly tagging these blogs and am not putting much work into writing them. Today, I've been...

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