Brianna Lewis
Every day I wake up...
...And I wake up thinking, "what kind of pain/hurt will I be inflicting on others who I would love to still call friends today?" The...
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ALL TOO HUMAN
Brianna Lewis
- Dec 15, 2023
- 1 min
I only know how to make mistakes.
I don't know how to apologize for them. I don't know how to live with them. I don't know how to make things better. To mend, to heal. In...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 14, 2023
- 1 min
I'm a terrible human being.
I suck. I don't deserve to exist. I will die lonely and alone. I only cause harm. I don't do any good. All I do is spread pain. I...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 10, 2023
- 3 min
There's a song on my mind a lot the last week or so.
And that's the Johnny Cash cover of "Hurt". Because surprise surprise, that's what I do to others, despite my intentions of the opposite....
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 8, 2023
- 7 min
"I don't know what to think about Bree"
If that or anything similar is a thought you have, I'll let you in on a secret: We don't know what to think about ourselves, either. Are...
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Brianna Lewis
- Dec 7, 2023
- 6 min
I probably won't get to say all I want to tonight.
Three months of a hiatus has been longer than I've ever been gone before--I legit thought I might never blog again, just due to the lack...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 27, 2023
- 2 min
Well, there's good news and there's bad.
The good news is, I'm feeling better than I have been. I think I'm recovering from the severe bipolar week. And I do mean literally...
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Brianna Lewis
- May 22, 2023
- 1 min
My life is a mess.
If not blogging in three weeks wasn't a tipoff, let me make it official. Physically, mentally, emotionally, I am in shambles right now....
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 17, 2023
- 1 min
Suffice to say, things are not great.
Today marked my family doing family things during family night. And by that I mean being extreme transphobes. As a reminder; I am out as...
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Brianna Lewis
- Mar 1, 2023
- 2 min
(weebly ate this blog's title and I forget what it was)
Yesterday was rather productive, but I didn't have time to do literally everything I set out to do. I had to pick and choose near the end...
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Brianna Lewis
- Feb 14, 2023
- 1 min
Today was a bad day.
I have pain in my heart. I just do. Justification, whatever, doesn't matter. It's there. It hurts.
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Brianna Lewis
- Feb 10, 2023
- 3 min
I'm not well off.
I'm just...in pain. Bipolar Disorder has struck and both halves are in full swing--badly. In many ways, today was productive. I did...
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Brianna Lewis
- Feb 9, 2023
- 1 min
I'm just so tired.
I'm tired physically. I'm tired emotionally. I'm tired mentally. Just...exhausted.
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Brianna Lewis
- Feb 8, 2023
- 4 min
I want to take back control of my life.
I guess it starts with writing a blog for the first time in like two weeks. Remember when my blog was daily? I sure do! Multiple entries...
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Brianna Lewis
- Nov 12, 2022
- 3 min
Alright so the radio silence was my fault this time.
A post explaining lack of blogs.
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Brianna Lewis
- Oct 26, 2022
- 1 min
I hate how stupid I am sometimes.
A blog pertaining to stupid life decisions counteracting an earlier smart choice.
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Brianna Lewis
- Oct 25, 2022
- 2 min
Everything is just...
I am sick physically. I am sick mentally. I am sick emotionally. Genuinely. Nothing is going well for me right now. I'm exhausted on...
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Brianna Lewis
- Oct 22, 2022
- 5 min
I don't really have a blog today.
A blog about self-acceptance and looking towards the future realistically, but with idealism.
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Brianna Lewis
- Oct 19, 2022
- 13 min
Already regrets piling up.
A blog covering why we want to live, among many other things.
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Brianna Lewis
- Oct 18, 2022
- 1 min
Okay we need to hurry to not be late.
We're gonna be late for bed. 6 hours exactly is 15 minutes from now, so to get 6 hours proper we need to go to bed before then. (On that...
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