To some extent, yeah, distractions from mental spiraling, but actually, by and large, the two were actually separated from each other! I...

I can't relax. I can't. I can't feel fully invested in anything I want to do. There's friends streaming, and I'm there, in chats,...

The more productive I am, the more healthy I am mentally. The less productive I am, the worse I am mentally. And it is a spiral. Bad...

I'm not doing terribly, but I'm not doing great, either. I'm only doing okay. I broke my blog streak. I'm not making much progress in...

Physically it wasn't as taxing, but was still taxing due to a work incident--I'm not comfortable sharing the details in a public space...

Yesterday was a low point mentally. Today was a low point physically. I just was stressed at work, tired, exhausted, etc. A lot just...

A blog about all the things going wrong, from being in debt with being unable to afford basic things and all the issues.

A blog about depression, where I show off my art and what I have done while describing why depression makes it feel not enough.

...but often, I struggle to write them down. I'm not gonna lie, things are very difficult right now in my life. Financially, I went into...

But, extra productive! I've been doing a ton. Not quite everything, but a lot. I've been regularly doing my workout. I've gone up to...

I've just been too tired, too busy, too distracted, etc., all causing me to be doing other things. And because I'm blogging in five...

I keep on wanting to make a perfect blog entry to return to blogging rather than just doing blogging with is plenty good on its own. A...

I've been putting four hours per day into Stardew Valley. On the one hand...yeah I'm enjoying it that thoroughly. On the other...

and also extra drunk rn. like, extra extra drunk. can't spell, can't speak. i'm tired plus drunk. tiredposting affects my ability to be...

I've been tired, exhausted, and overwhelmed, mostly, and been trying to get back into writing blogs similarly to how I've been trying to...

I was very productive in plurality stuff, story stuff, streaming, and in spirituality stuff. I do have to make sure my fiance is okay...

...but that's okay. I got a callout from my tarot reading, and also a very extensive reading from a different practitioner. From the...

...but I guess I still want to try. I had an inservice for work today, which ate up a lot of the day, but otherwise it's been mostly...

...on the actual day, today, what I was originally going to was Not The Vibe. All of today, I was reflecting, and for the last few days...

In a comfort twitch streamer's chat, I got reminded of something. I touched upon it in my last blog, but one of the things that has...