Yesterday was a low point mentally.
Today was a low point physically.
I just was stressed at work, tired, exhausted, etc.
A lot just piled up and I might be feeling burnout.
But.
While I didn't do much when I got home.
What I did get done was still hugely productive.
I scheduled an upload of the clips from my last twitch stream. Still haven't recorded new things, but what I did do?
I made huge progress in cleaning things. My fiance does a great job at cleaning, and I don't like to mess with their system, but they do hit their cleaning limit and they also miss things and sometimes miss tricks, all of which are where I come in--I just went through about a third of the living room and kitchen in our apartment.
That's sadly not as much as I was hoping to get done. I really wanted to get the entire living room cleaned, to get rid of all of the clutter and better organize things, grouping them better, remove duplicate locations, etc. But, I didn't get it done. Still, despite my having run out of time and energy, I managed to lighten the load on my fiance and lessen their burden!
My mood has improved a lot, and I am doing a lot.
I didn't get around to the art changes I was aiming for (I wanted to update rBree2F to make it pop some more), but I still got a lot to be proud of.
I also went into the future of the Rubyverse some more and did some work there, fleshing out the future Elemental Riders and their weapons.
So like...I got a lot done.
Not as much as I wanted!
But plenty to be proud of.
Tomorrow is going to be similarly busy.
Me and my fiance need to try and get to a food bank and see if we qualify to take food and get food from there--for full disclosure, we are doing absolutely terribly financially. We can't afford food right now, and while I am getting a pay increase, to make ends meet we need another form of income. My fiance has been trying to get a job for nine months, yet nowhere will actually hire them it seems, so we are desperate. We've already received a bailout from my family, but my family literally can't afford to keep giving those so if we don't get a handle on finances within the next month, we are going to be in a horrible place.
So, we're trying to do everything we can to save money. We've been cutting costs month after month, but the cost cuts weren't enough. We need help. We need a lot of help. We are unable to do this by ourselves, but we're pursuing all the help we can get.
So, that's the plan.
Wish us luck.
We'll need it.
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