I'm tired. I am struggling. I am not doing well. And I don't think anyone can help.

Well, somewhat. I had multiple lucid dreams that I swear were dreams of alternate realities, or rather, it felt more like dreams of this...

I have pain in my heart. I just do. Justification, whatever, doesn't matter. It's there. ​It hurts.

So on Saturday, I had the ambitious hope that the stream I was doing then would finish the project I was on and then I could blog about...

I'm just...in pain. Bipolar Disorder has struck and both halves are in full swing--badly. In many ways, today was productive. I did...

I'm tired physically. I'm tired emotionally. I'm tired mentally. Just...exhausted.

I guess it starts with writing a blog for the first time in like two weeks. Remember when my blog was daily? I sure do! Multiple entries...

I've been swampedddddd. Not getting enough sleep, doing a bunch of work...life's been hectic for me recently. I've got a bunch of story...

A blog detailing why there's been no blogs.

Ideally I'd tell the whole story for this but I gotta rush things on my way to bed. So I'll just say: I tossed and turned for three hours...

But the covid I got certainly made me feel like I was. Do I have a lot I should be saying on my blog? Oh certainly! But genuinely I got...

I'll say quickly; I'm taking a bit of a risk but I've opened up my current story to viewing to those with the link, on a private discord...

No gaming, barely finished a workout, no stream stuff, all we really did was upload a single video and do a few notes for our story and...

Doesn't mean I'm happy we basically did nothing. We did get our laptop maybe functional again (we need to actually test things out), we...

Today was largely a wasted day. I don't even remember what we wasted our time on (I think it might've been reading TVTropes?), but we...

We really need to get started earlier so we can finish sooner. But hey...on the bright side, we got to start playing our favorite game of...

We were up to 10:30 am yesterday, it's 7 am today. We streamed more TFT in spite of not quite feeling it, under the belief we could maybe...

It's 10 am. Good stream! ​But we need to sleep now.

A blog questioning our continued exhaustion, as well as detailing achievements in writing our story.

We got decent sleep. We got decent rest. We took a nap. (More than one in fact.) We felt less sick than before. We rested. And yet we...