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Well, there's good news and there's bad.
The good news is, I'm feeling better than I have been. I think I'm recovering from the severe bipolar week. And I do mean literally...

Brianna Lewis
May 27, 20232 min read
My life is a mess.
If not blogging in three weeks wasn't a tipoff, let me make it official. Physically, mentally, emotionally, I am in shambles right now....

Brianna Lewis
May 22, 20231 min read
Suffice to say, things are not great.
Today marked my family doing family things during family night. And by that I mean being extreme transphobes. As a reminder; I am out as...

Brianna Lewis
Mar 16, 20231 min read
(weebly ate this blog's title and I forget what it was)
Yesterday was rather productive, but I didn't have time to do literally everything I set out to do. I had to pick and choose near the end...

Brianna Lewis
Mar 1, 20232 min read
Today was a bad day.
I have pain in my heart. I just do. Justification, whatever, doesn't matter. It's there. It hurts.

Brianna Lewis
Feb 14, 20231 min read
I'm not well off.
I'm just...in pain. Bipolar Disorder has struck and both halves are in full swing--badly. In many ways, today was productive. I did...

Brianna Lewis
Feb 10, 20233 min read
I'm just so tired.
I'm tired physically. I'm tired emotionally. I'm tired mentally. Just...exhausted.

Brianna Lewis
Feb 9, 20231 min read
I want to take back control of my life.
I guess it starts with writing a blog for the first time in like two weeks. Remember when my blog was daily? I sure do! Multiple entries...

Brianna Lewis
Feb 8, 20234 min read
Alright so the radio silence was my fault this time.
A post explaining lack of blogs.

Brianna Lewis
Nov 12, 20223 min read
I hate how stupid I am sometimes.
A blog pertaining to stupid life decisions counteracting an earlier smart choice.

Brianna Lewis
Oct 26, 20221 min read
I don't really have a blog today.
A blog about self-acceptance and looking towards the future realistically, but with idealism.

Brianna Lewis
Oct 22, 20225 min read
Already regrets piling up.
A blog covering why we want to live, among many other things.

Brianna Lewis
Oct 18, 202213 min read
GodDAMN we're stupid.
Apologies for the vulgarity, but the voice (facet, whatever) speaking that line was quite loud and it resonated as a perfect descriptor...

Brianna Lewis
Oct 17, 20222 min read
I don't really wanna exist right now.
I had a single light in this day and it genuinely is the only thing that kept me afloat. I...am not okay. I hope sleep will help. We need...

Brianna Lewis
Oct 16, 20224 min read
We apparently have a lot to say today.
Lots of it depression. Seems to be a common thing that happens to us to be honest. (By the way there is a small disconnect between what...

Brianna Lewis
Sep 29, 20223 min read
Ooh, I think it works!
First True Blog Entry

Brianna Lewis
Oct 15, 201410 min read
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