A blog explaining why saving the life of my fiance was my top priority, but admit I made terrible mistakes in the process I deeply regret.

A blog touching on my past mistakes, on my suicidal thoughts, and my desire to heal others and myself.

...but I didn’t get a chance to post it here until now. Rather, I had the chance to. I just didn’t have the mindset to. Heck, I'm only...

The good news is, I figured out why every time I am Lifeguarding, I get sad. It has to do with no distractions. It’s the same reason I...