I've lost my direction, honestly.

Whenever I have free time, I end up wasting it all.

I've played like five games today--and none of them were needed, none of them were productive.

That's not to say I've not done life stuff!

I reorganized my clothes.

I brushed my teeth, and hair, and such.

I downloaded OBS to stream.

Yesterday, I applied for a passport. (Gonna be going to a wedding next year!)

So like. Been doing things.

Just.

I've not been blogging. (I literally am getting hundreds of views here for whatever reason, which is good attention if I were actually doing anything with it. I'm not.)

I've not been sleeping. I wanted to nap both today and yesterday--I didn't.

I didn't stream. I wanted to get sleep, but then ended up not getting the hours I wanted.

I didn't go outside on my days off, as I wanted to. I've been meaning on my days off to go outside, sing, mediate, just spend some time out there.

And I've not done any work on my novel. At all. Whatsoever.

Plus, I'm running out of time to do art, too, to complete before pride month--in all likelihood, I won't.

So just...wasting my life by and large.

I could be worse.

I'm not thriving tho.