A quick blog to manifest something important;

In a comfort twitch streamer's chat, I got reminded of something. I touched upon it in my last blog, but one of the things that has happened to me is my transformation into more of a teacher.

I don't have the time/energy to pursue all my passions. So I will need to pick and choose which I pursue.

I can't do them all.

Streaming.

Writing.

Working.

Art.

Music.

And now...teaching.

I can't pursue all at once.

There's also content creation beyond streaming.

Videos.

Bits.

Skits I have imagined.

Videos I have ideas for.

Jokes.

Memes.

All sorts of things.

I can't do them all. I will be forced to give up on at least some of them.

Yet...as much as I can...I want to pursue them, as much as I can.

In particular, when it comes to teaching...

...I have always felt that I was the one who needed to learn more. I was always awkward, I was always feeling like I was failing at life, so what lessons could a failure have to impart on others? I came from a conservative family and went to a school with basically no training for all of the things.

I had no training on mental conditions. Nothing about Autism, or Bipolar Disorder, or ADHD.

I had no training on LGBTQIA+ matters.

I had no training about plurality.

I consider myself a student in those fields, because I've so much to learn and never am confident in myself.

...And yet...

...I am at a point in life where I have more experience than most people do. I can give them basic information, I can give them the references I learned from, I can impart them with the knowledge I have, and I passively do this without realizing it.

I am a teacher.

I have always wanted to be a teacher.

And...I think I can elevate my abilities and be a teacher in a larger capacity.

I think I can actually embrace the side of me which educates others.

And I think it would be a lot easier than I think.

I can make shortform content, uploading to tiktok yt shorts and instagram.

I can do it--and I want to.

Now, I'm a lousy orator.

But I think I can make content, while imparting education on others, and do it well. Yes, I will make mistakes. But I can help others make less mistakes than I did.

I can do it, and get going on it.

I'm going to manifest moving forward with this.