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Writer's pictureBrianna Lewis

Should we just go on a ramble?

Yeah I think we do.


We, again, didn't really do anything today, with it, again, being a bit of a waste.


We should note that we have a time-sensitive issue--again--that we (again) probably will be late on, but we're genuinely too tired to do it today in spite of promising less than 48 hours. We're also going to be limited tomorrow by having a staff meeting for work. So basically, near-guaranteed that we'll be late.


We are a procrastinator, we didn't build a character. We kept the idea in mind for months, but did none of the work of properly understanding the system/rules/etc. involved so our work is going to be messy, sloppy, etc.


Anyway, anything else we gotta do?

Oh right the medical appointment thingy, we've needed to do that since last week.


Beyond that, prolly should be doing brushing teeth. We're failing hygiene again, also took no shower. (To be fair, tomorrow at staff meeting we'll get wet.)


Okay, anything else?

No Disney Dreamlight Valley again.

No working on our novel, again.

No grinding on League, again.

We don't have steam open so nothing there.

We might've done tft a bit but I doubt even that.


However, I distinctly recall we managed to do half the work we intended to do on Minecraft.


Hey, it's better than nothing!


Anyway right now we're plural af.


Our plurality is on full display with who knows how many voices chiming in. (A lot.)


We're also dead tired, have been for hours tbh. And that leads to typos, and a lack of cohesion in thoughts in general. Also, there's a mental war with basically every sentence on how to write it, what to say, etc. Like whether to go 'to be honest' or 'tbh', that was actually more 'to be honest' but whoever typed it made the tbh.


(We did have a voice just say "it was me", but we haven't gained the ability to differentiate our voices yet. We know different voices are different voices, we don't know which voices have what identities. They're all unnamed yet. Well, technically we did have one whose name is Ashe, but we don't know who it was now.)


​Okay so we probably had more to say about our plurality when writing this. We wanted this blog to be plurality-focused when adhd kicked in and told us to write an impromptu to-do list. Still, tho. Ah, right, we wanted it to be a bit of a conversation. Each line written by a different person, just let the thoughts flow stream of consciousness style.


Do we still do that?

We did it before.

Yeah, we can do it again.

Should we tho?

I dunno.

It's getting late.

I'm tired.

We're tired.

We need sleep.

Can't go to bed too late.

We got the meeting tomorrow.

Mmm.

Indeed.


Alright.


So now what?

Do we just...keep going?

Nahhh...I think we wrap up.


But I don't wanna!

Yeah, I know...we have a lot of plurality thoughts to sort out.


We're too tired.

In many ways that's the best time.

Yes, but not now. Not today.


Okay, now our blog is a mess.

What do we do to fix it?

Do we just...randomly end?


We did it last time. I think.


Yeah, this isn't really working out.

Not the way we intended, at least.

Well, that's life for you.

Mm.

Indeed.

We're repeating thoughts right now.

The loop helps.

Yeah, is a tool of sorts.

I get that, but it's still a sign to wrap up, we had an in for wrapping up until it was removed by more chatter.

Good chatter!

Yes, but ruining an easy end all the same.

Careful with language. Don't wanna blame or accuse.

Yes, I'm trying.

How many do you think we have that have all these nuances to them?


I dunno...but we'll find out, eventually.

​At least, that's the hope.

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